Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Today's question tweeked!

The question of today was what is the meaning of life but no one can really awncer that it's such a grand topic.it's like trying to fly with out wings, A better quetion I think is what is the meaning of life today, I think the thing that captures today is the ducks swiming in my pool, it made me laugh,life is a about moments of time good or bad it's all what you do with the time that is given to you.If something bad happen share if something good happen share it you'l never know who you'll be helping in gthe process.

Monday, January 30, 2006

"Who can I turn to when noboddy needs me"

I was looking through my friends calligrophy book last night at the freakin frog and this was the one that I chose, who can I turn to when noboddy needs me. I think that what everyone wants, to be needed by someone to be loved, and respected, to be ble to cry on someones shoulder of to belly laugh with. the person that made this is one of the unlucky ones, o rhe tells himself that so much that he just lives his life that way. I have much respect for this person as a musician and writer but I feel sorry for him because he's just so jaded all the time. He goes through life in this constant blue period of his, and he has so much talent and so much to give. I'm tired of artist being sad all the time, I mean why can't they just be happy. I totally understand the whole aspect of your creative juices flowing when your having some down time it happens to me to but to live life just to wake up every morning eat shit shower and shave and then do it again the next that no way to live. everyone has something to give thats unique that no one elese can do, thats what make us all human beings instead of drones. So many of my friends have so much talent and they don't even see it or they don't think it's worthy. So I'm going to continue my year of positive thinking and instead of having a blue period I think that I would like to be pink or orange, or purple, or red, or lime green. happiness heals you I know this from personal experience

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Lucky

what is a good definition of the wold lucky?people say they're lucky for many different reasons, I won the lottlery, or wow I found five dollars in my porcket, or I won that great poker hand. Any similiarities here? When someone say they're lucky alot of the times it has to do with money, living in Las Vegas I'm surrouned in it. I can think of so many reasons why I'm lucky today. I had a really good salad at Joe's pizza,My boyfriend and I just moved in together today, and I'm Litening to my new Wilco Cd that I got for Christmas. Money Is good we all need it to survive to live to help us enjoy life in someway, but it's not everything. there are so many important things, and people, in my life that are more important. it's crazy how sosciety puonds in our brian that we need to have more own more, get a bigger house , have the latest fashions, we live in a Paris Hilton, Laguna beach land that tells us we need to have more and we all fall for it, my self included. these days it's part of being a human. So my goal for this year Is to think of three reason why I'm lucky That have nothing do with money in the litteral sence, I have my three Do you have yours?

Monday, January 16, 2006

maybe

Today I saved someones life maybe,
Today I made someone smile maybe,
Today somones thinking of me maybe,
Maybe I'm my own worst enemy,
Maybe I'm my own best friend
Maybe this it,
If it is did I do everything I wanted,
Did I do everything that I could,
Did make sure I'm living life to it's fullest,
It all goes back to my favorite quote.


"you better get busy livin or get busy dyin, and thats damn right"

-Stephen King (Shawshank Redemption)